Monday, June 21, 2010

Technilogically Challenged

So, I received a new laptop for graduation (gracias Grandma and Grandpa <3)

But it is the most complicated thing of my life. Seriously. Computers

and phones and iPod's need to learn to speak to their owners. 

It would make the hassle of learning how to use them, much

easier. There are some moments I just want to throw them 

against the wall, because I would be better off. Then I figure 

out ONE new thing I can do, and these (material) matters

are wonderful again, and I can't live without them. I guess

you could say we have a love hate relationship. 



*sighs*



welll here is some more Gavin Creel...just to make us all feel better. 




 I could die listening to him. :) 
P.S. These young men that are leaving on missions. 

I truly am SO happy for you and know you will 

do well in the field, but did you all have to leave 

at the same exact time. I can't be five places at 

once on the Sabbath. 

Anywho...

Ciao.
 

Friday, June 11, 2010

I woke up

Today. Has just been wonderful. I woke to find a wonderful

comment on Facebook from one of my bestest friends *coughRoselinacough*

oh, how it made me smile, plus Tyler W. added to that. I just love

people on this planet Earth. I also listened to some Gavin Creel

which I mean, come on, how could that not make your day wonder-

ful. Then, I went to grandma's--did a little cleaning. Got excited

because I'm going clothes shopping, for a bargain (I LOVE BARGAINS)!

Anywho it has been a very successful day. Even with this crazy

weather. Although it has caused a beautiful sunset. Here's a picture

just to make you think.



It's more symbolic than anything (I am like a tree, ever growing, ever living, ever alive)! 


Ciao!!!!

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Finally

The sense of freedom, or rather,

liberation--I feel from Graduation is

so satisfying. I can't even believe it. 

Also kids, I DIDN'T CRY! Thank goodness,

that would've been embarrassing. I finally figured 

that this truly wasn't the end--only the beginning. My

life is free, I am free. What I was most afraid of was 

losing all my besties, but my besties will always be my

besties, no matter where we go; far and wide we'll still

be together at heart. I am elated now, and I'm going to 

ride it and make it last. I feel really good. The world is 

at my feet. I feel...unlimited. 


Here's Fergie explaining it in a more gracious, rhythmic sort of way: 

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

One Day More

Tomorrow is Graduation. I really can't even fathom 

that it is here. I don't know what to do with myself.

At the same time I'm really, REALLY excited!

I don't think I'll cry...or at least I'm hoping I 

don't cry. Every time I look around me all I 

see is that it is the last of anything I'll do in 

High School; my last first period, my last

dance, choir concert, my last lunch time with

friends in "Valhalla," my last everything. We 

we're discussing this at Denny's last night (at

one in the morning, mind you). It's so silly, yet

so serious. The support from everyone has been

overwhelming. Those who just want to say "congrats," 

I thank you, truly and deeply, thank you. 

I look back on my path of life and I chuckle a little

but I am happy. Then, I look forward, and I smile at

the unknown. 

Here is One Day More from Les Mis; yup this pretty much

sums it up...